Last weekend I stayed up till midnite watching some stupid, predictable romance movie, Celeste in the City. Who has a name like Celeste nowadays anyways? Unless ur in France, of course. But while I was sitting there laughing at how it was just like the typical geek-gets-makeover-and-finds-true-love movie, I realized that there was something to learn there. Well, mainly the typical don't go for the first guy who pays attention to u because he may be a jerk. Which I sorta knew-ish. It was so laughable in such a movie, because it had to be the most obvious thing, and she missed it. But after what was most definitely the most stressful week of my entire life, I've decided that I better start making smarter choices.
Such as being nicer to people and not being a hypocrite. Such as stop hurting my friends by trying to hang on to people I know I shouldnt. Which I should probably do right now.Such as stop STRESSING and acting like an idiot all the time. Which will probably never be possible, but I think any sort of reduction in my pessimistic stressing would be a plus. Sometimes I wonder if I was not myself if I would be friends with me. If I was judging by this week, I would say 'not really.' So let's hope I can turn it around with one relaxing weekend. So to all my friends: so so soooo sorry for being a brat and an awful friend this week.
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Hey Kels,
I love those typical chick flicks. They are totally feel good movies for the average teenage girl. What makes it better, is watching while eating a huge tub of Rocky Road. :)
I know what you mean when you say that you have to be nicer to people. I've really been trying to be nicer and friendlier, and I have found that I have spoken to people that I would have never normally spoken to. It's always a refreshing change when that happens.
As for you being a pessimist and getting majorly stressed, you're preaching to the choir. I am the most stressed out person you will ever see in your life. EVERYONE always gets on my case about how I have to breathe or relax. I've really been trying to work on not getting so stressed. Course, I think that stress in moderation is good, if you can handle it. It gives you the drive to keep going and push for better things.
Oh, and please don't call yourself a brat or selfish. Those are two things that you are not. You're such a sweet and considerate person, Kelsey. I always enjoy talking to you. I still remember when we used to walk home through the back way, just the two of us. (I don't remember where Anandi was! LOL) And we would always talk the whole way just about life in general. That seems like ages ago, but it has only really only been a couple years. (Before all you seniors could drive!) Man!
Those were good times...
Btw, thanks for the ride and you should check out my blog if you haven't already!! :)
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