Saturday, May 06, 2006
Counting the Days
I was listening to one of my favorite songs, Counting the Days, and I realized that I've been counting the days too, but until graduation. Until we're done. 10 school days til we get out of school. 3 weeks til graduation. And that's it. And to be honest, that makes me so excited, but it also scares the heck out of me. Because when I go to college, I'm not going to see my friends, the best friends that saw me through middle and high school. Who were always there for me. I'm scared we're going to drift apart. I'm scared that we've already begun to drift apart, and I don't want that to happen. We always pictured years ago that we'd be friends forever, even to adulthood. But I feel as though I've slowly floated away from our group, and I want to find a way back in. I don't think I've had one of those long chats about what's going on in our lives that used to be so frequent with some people in probably years. I don't want to be out of the loop anymore, and with each day, I feel as though I'm getting more and more disconnected. I don't want to count the days anymore until I find my connection again.
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4 comments:
i know exactly how you feel.
I'll be right there with you, no worries Kels :)
I think a lot of us are feeling that way Kelsey. Maybe we should all get together and hang out like we used to, way back in the day. That would be fun.
I think everything will work out in the end, because it always does. And don't count the days...just let them come at you like waves...never mind weird imagery...lol
I am always here, my dear. ha it rhymes!
Oh, and remember: One of these long summer days, let's get together and watch Sisterhood. I never seem to get enough of that movie :)
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