I can't believe how uptight and self-conscious I've been lately, always worried about how people see me and what they think. Like how panicked I was when I found out about those lovely little rumors. And debate. I look back at debate last week and then I was all concerned about that mean Wheat Ridge team and what I possibly did to piss her off. But now I couldn't care less... Lots of people have probably felt the same way about me as that girl did, I just haven't heard about it. There's more to life than what people think of you. Thank God.
Looking at Rohini's picture of the picnic got me thinking about this year. I think the college apps and whatnot has sorta ruined the picture, but things haven't been so bad. A lot of the things I was kind of moody about, like Homecoming, were so stupid. It makes me laugh. I was so immature to let stuff like that get to me. But I think I've learned my lesson. Reminiscing has also made me realize that I've been missing out. A month ago I was hanging out with friends on the weekends, going to late night movies. Now, I've been reduced to studying and daydreaming, even on my birthday. Ick...I do not want to be a nerd. What happened to singing at the top of my lungs to random songs, and driving around with no place in particular to go?
I think this Winter Break I'm just going to be like a kid again. I want to make snow angels and make snowmen on my front lawn with rocks hidden inside to prevent kids from kicking it down like I used to. I want to drink hot chocolate while reading and watching the snow fall... I want to live the perfect image of winter.
13 comments:
"I want to live the perfect image of winter."
and youll fail and then become all emo again
anonymously pwnt
also the perfect image of winter is death
I think anonymous needs to take their perfect image of winter and shove it up their..., well, u can fill in the blank. Clearly anonymous cares enough to take the time to read ur blog. I don't understand why when all he/she seems to do is criticize someone who is simply expressing their views on life. Keep all your negativity to ur own frikkin blog.
Oh, and Kelsey, u and i have a date to build snowmans and drink hot cocoa!
or why dont you just melt the snowmen with the hot cocoa and end their tortured existences in a river of dark brown death!
We gotta hang out over break :) That would be so much fun! I miss being a kid. We should all like jump in the snow or something. And definitely drink hot chocolate.
the image kelsey is apparently going for:
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K, anonymous...you've got to be Josh. or someone just as cynical. And i am not emo!
all I have to say is that it's a bit pathetic to not own up to your own statements.
snow angels are awesome. but so are leaf angels. i forgot about that. kinda missed my chance for any of those this year.
Well Josh, maybe that's cause you're the only one of accusing me of becoming emo before.
lol u r emo
lol nanotech
^^^ wtf?
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