Saturday, October 08, 2005

Listen to Your Heart

I think that if it could, my heart would leap out of my chest and start beating me around the head, yelling, "Stop being in denial!". Of course, my brain would, as always, tell me to ignore it and move on, like I usually do. But I think sometimes, I should just listen to my heart and just admit my feelings. Maybe if I did that, I would actually not have issues. For once.
But I'd have to say, for me, I doubt there's any love waiting for me here. Especially at Smoky. I mean, come on. So I guess I'll just have to wait for St. Louis. And I noticed. I think I've got a thing for Asians. Actually, more like Oriental people. What's up with that?
Ok, and why do people obsess over my flute? It's a freaking instrument that I play! I cringe when people try and put it together. I had to give a 'performance' yesterday after Science Bowl. It sucked. And I don't know why anyone would want to play it backwards. That's so stupid...

6 comments:

The Blog said...

A) Your preformance didn't suck.
B) Remember what Josh said, that's how they always did it in middle school
C) Playing it backwards is wicked sweet. It's the flute equivalent of pulling a Hendrix and playing the guitar behind your back or with your teeth/

Triv said...

I don't see a problem with you being attracted to orientals. You like what you like.

I still haven't heard you play the flute, how lame is that?

Say what you heart wants to say, otherwise you will regret it, trust me.

Rabah said...

mmm hmmm, i agree with Triveni.

and I don't see anything weird about being attracted to people who look like they're of similar ethnicity to you. a lot of us have that tendency. it's normal, isn't it?

well, unless they're your siblings or something. :)

Jessica said...

haha... Sadly (for my parents) I am not like you kelsey- I haven't been attracted to korean let alone asian boys since summer before freshman year.

Flute's are fun.

Playing them backwards, meaning turning them around, or having the mouth piece down by your hands?

Anonymous said...

yea seriously thats how we put em together in middle school. and they never broke or anything. indeed they probably played better because they realized we werent going to fucking baby them just because they were flutes.

Anonymous said...

i ove you kelsey, and your flute. And most Asians are good looking, girls especially.