Friday, July 08, 2005
Disconnected
I just feel lost today. Like I'm floating around the earth, not connected to anything. And in truth, I guess I'm not. I have no religion, I can't connect to my heritage, I can't even speak Chinese! I guess I don't really know who I am right now. I feel forgotten, lost, ignored. I feel like I have no past. I know nothing about my relatives, and no one over there bothers to tell us anything. I feel so disconnected from the world, like I'm just an invisible observer or something. I don't understand anything, either. Why do such awful things have to happen, like London? What is up with me and the world? I guess we will never know.
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2 comments:
You are my friend, I will be your connection for you.
I'm sad about london too.
Kelsey!
I feel the way you do sometimes, too. Like what am I here for? Don't worry, dearest, there is plenty of time to learn about your heritage and speaking Chinese.
And London..*sigh*..what a terrible incident. It makes me sad that there are people like that out there.
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